fuck all of u malaysians!!!

dear emilyn...

while i'm at it...i wanna bitch about another malaysian trait that always gets on my nerves...it always happens at ktm stations, lrt stations n monorail stations...

imagine u're in a ktm or lrt or monorail...n u're about to reach your destination...but when the carriage pulls up at the station...u try n try your best...but u suddenly realize u can't get out...n y?...coz every fucking malaysian on the platform rushes to the doors...n forces their way into the carriage...ignoring those who try their best to get out...

i mean...what the fuck's their problem?...scared of being squished by the doors?...well it doesn't hurt...i can guarantee u that...i've been a victim of carnivorous doors far too many times...the result of trying to get out of the carriage when every fucking person on the platform's trying to get in...n i can vouch that it doesn't hurt a single bit...

but what's the problem actually?...i mean...if u're talking about the putra lrt...then maybe i can excuse u...coz it's driverless...but what the fuck's the problem when it's star lrt, monorail n ktm?...i mean...there r drivers driving the fucking thing...n it wouldn't make sense if they closed the doors when there r still passengers on the platform now would they?...dumb ass!...n even if it's the putra lrt...there's no excuse actually...coz i've tried n tested the timing of doors opening n closing...n i've always managed to get in just when the doors r about to close...

n don't use the fucking lame excuse of needing a place to sit...coz unless u're disabled, pregnant, elderly or having young kids with u...there's no need for u to sit...n if u're included in the category above...i'm quite sure there r thoughtful malaysians who r willing to offer up their seats for u...(but right now...i'm doubting that...but let's just assume for now ok?)...so stop being a loser n stand for a bit...

seriously...u guys make me feel ashamed of being a malaysian...try lar...just try for once to b good malaysians...live up to my expectations...they're not that high...i'm not asking u to give away all your possessions to the homeless...i'm just asking u to fucking b patient n let those inside the carriage come out first...is that really so hard to do?...

fuck u all!
k

i m british s voted by malaysians

dear emilyn...

feeling damn fucked up right now...bout two hours ago...daniel was crowned our second malaysian idol...shocked at first...but now...terribly disappointed n utterly disgusted with the attitude n mentality of malaysians...

i've said it many times already...malaysian idol is a singing competition...not a beauty pageant...i have to admit...daniel's cute...he's my type of guy with his typical chinese guy-next-door look...but he can't sing...n although nita doesn't look too good herself...she can sing...not s good s jacq nor dina...but certainly better than daniel...

i m seriously very disappointed to call myself a malaysian right now...i can't believe that people can still vote for the wrong reasons...once again...the shallow mentality of malaysians has been proven by the fact that they vote for someone based entirely on his/her physical appearance...

at least that i still can take...but i recently heard that daniel was voted because of his race!...i mean...how disgusting is that?!...fuck man!...that's the most childish lamest n stupidest thing to do...voting for someone coz of him being chinese...please lar...it doesn't fucking matter if the winner's a malay or a chinese or n indian...whoever it is...he/she has to b good enough for us malaysians to hold our head high when he/she is representing us at the international front of world idol...

that said...i'm now a british...i've renounced my malaysian citizenship...n m now a british...i'm too ashamed to call myself a malaysian...*sigh...but deep down in me...i'm damn patriotic...which is y i'm damn fucked up right now...although i'm utterly reviled by malaysians...i still can stand by them...i'll still support daniel when he represents us at world idol...i'll still hold my head high n tell everyone that he's the best...coz it's not his fault anywayz...(plus he is cute...somebody intro me to him!...kekeke)...

so that's that...
laterz
k